#i love how this episode highlighted how NOT FINE emma and killian are when they’re apart#like on the one hand#you have emma being pushed by her parents to get back with neal#meanwhile she’s super worried about her son and how he’s acting#and of course no one believes her#and emma knows that if this were neverland and hook was around that he would believe her#but he’s not around#and that hurts#on the other hand killian#seeing emma with her family and fitting back into her home in storybrooke is hard for him#it reminds him that he’s an outsider and he doesn’t belong#also he tells neal that he’s backing off pursuing emma to give henry a chance at a family#something he feels responsible for taking away from neal when he was a boy#so he backs off and drinks all night to try to forget the empty feeling in the pit of his stomach#the pain of knowing that he might not get his happy ending with the women he loves#he even (unsuccessfully) attempts to hit on tink because he wants to forget about his feelings for emma#at least for a little while#but he’s fooling no one#especially not tink#i just cry because in an episode like this that highlights love and family so much#killian and emma are both pretty damn miserable#because they aren’t together#*insert not so subtle reference here to 3x03 where tink tells regina that when true love’s aren’t together*#their lives suck
Six reasons why you should love Peter Pan.
This is actually so much deeper than some people might think
I Wanna Be Yours (Acoustic) - Arctic Monkeys
I need to have sex to this
this is what got me hooked on their music